Giddy with Gratitude

The Logical Heart Knows Best

Slowly getting back into a routine now, I was riffing there, since November when I finally decided I had enough of the dirge. Whew, what a relief! On the other side now…gah!

Everything is settling and in my center it feels like I’m sitting on a massive, smooth, sun-kissed rock looking over the gently whooshing ocean, the heavenly sea breeze salty on my lips, my eyes crinkling from the bright disc of sun on the horizon, a brisk wind tousling my hair. I’m smiling because I imagine I’m like a contented lizard basking peacefully 🙂

There’s a sense of buoyancy returning that is reminiscent of how I felt when outside in the clovers on a summer day as a barefoot little girl. It is a welcoming, coming home type of vibe. I don’t want it to ever stop! Lol

This is the most drama free my life has ever been and it is fan-effing-tastic!

I feel like I need to give an acceptance speech, lmao! Thanking everyone and everything that’s gotten me to this point. It’s like I’ve received a prestigious award of achievement 😀 I feel like I’ve defeated the Balrog and now I’m the white wizard.

Thank y’all! Thank you universe! Thank you me! I’m so grateful! I’m giddy with relief and appreciation! I feel like rolling around on our big fluffy stacked futons in the velvety, plush blankets while hugging the puffy pillows and singing A Million Dreams, then leaping up with the blanket as a cape and running like a superhero, yelling yippee while pretend flying all through the apartment, then having a pillow fight! Oh, tired myself out thinking about it, lol. Don’t think the neighbors downstairs would appreciate it if I really did it! Tempted though 🙂

For this next half of my life (yeah I promised Aidan, my daughter that I’d live till at least 110-120 years old, lmao I told her I was gonna look like Yoda by then, heh) Less Balrog, more yummy Frodo (Elijah wood), mwah-ha-ha-ha!

Can’t wait to see what fun stuff I can get into now! Feeling frolicky and free around here! Yay! So grateful! Let’s get this party started! (Now I’m picturing Will Ferrell in a skit singing Nelly Hot in Herre)

Current mood: Giddy with Gratitude 😀 ?

Current Zone: Drama Free

Next Stop: More Frodo

Omg, I’m ridiculous! Tee hee! ?

Michelle Miyagi
Hi! I was an RN, BSN in mental/behavioral health for 27 years. Now I'm helping empower caring people like me to prioritize themselves by maintaining healthier boundaries for more freedom, peace, and joy. I am also active in Long Covid advocacy.

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