Boo Yucky

Oof, did our taxes today, was exhausting. I found that having my W2’s electronically was worse than having them mailed. My logins/access no longer worked for the jobs I’d quit and I had to research and make phone calls, it was like untying knots. It took hours to get it all done and it triggered all of my financial anxiety and memories of the struggle, frustration, panic, and despair I’ve experienced over the years.

Now that it’s just the two of us, the pressure’s off and I’m less afraid financially. When you have children, you want them to have every opportunity possible and you don’t want them to suffer.

I’ve tried practicing positive thinking and the law of attraction, abundance mindset in regards to money, but never fully got the hang of it. This is the most peaceful I’ve felt about finances thus far though. I’ve realized that it has always worked out somehow, so why worry? Now that I’ve seen how easy it is to get jobs and try doing different things to make money, I’m more confident and secure.

After I did taxes I voted. Since we moved recently I didn’t get a mail-in ballot so I had to get out and vote which was just a 2 min drive. I swear everything is so convenient here! We sure did pick an excellent place to relocate.

I generally don’t discuss politics because people lose their effing minds over it. It’s hard because you want to see the best in people, lol, but then you find out what they really believe by their politics, omg. It can be shocking. That’s when I have to choose to see them at the level of spirit in order to keep loving boundaries.

Boo yucky, taxes, and politics, lmao! What a day 😀 Before I blogged tonight I watched Locke and Key to escape, zone out, my brain and body feel like they’ve been extruded. That’s why I’m oozing back to bed now, heh…Drue’s home so back to the Netflix, yay!